Tag: bartonella
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priorities
Read more: prioritiesI am bouncing back from a particularly shitty relapse. I’m feeling overwhelmed and hopeless, like I can’t manage my own life anymore. The worst part of this relapse and aftermath has been mental. If you haven’t heard from me in a while, you are not alone. I prefer to be wiggy in private. To add…
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vacation
Read more: vacationI like vacations. I especially like unexpected vacations, like the one I was just on. I say \”unexpected\”, but I mean \”forgot about\”. This happens to me more than you\’d think. To many people, being sick IS vacation. There is the luxury of staying home and taking care of yourself. I don\’t know what this says…
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doublechecking
Read more: doublecheckingI like to google the side effects of the drugs I take. I used to do this several times a day, mainly because I could never remember what they were from hour to hour. I do it a lot less now. A month ago, some not so good symptoms crept back (a whole other google…
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fractious
Read more: fractiousI am scratchy and irritated these days. Is it the nature of healing? Is being constantly annoyed a sign that I’m getting better, and if so, why? You’d think I’d be all happy and excited, and I am, but I’m also fractious. I curse at all the drivers on the road, loudly and often. This…
